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Nov. 20th, 2009

-ve

10km run tmrw...it's quite tiring thinking about it...

Lately I have been posting a lot of emo thoughts about my work..today the inevitable finally happened. I screwed up something and got a good lecturing from my boss...My senior also kena coz he didnt check the documents I sent...There were so many things I had to do and multi-tasking isn't as easy it seems. I really did what I could, but it wasn't enough..

Need motivation to carry on...hope sthg happens during the run tmrw..sigh

Nov. 19th, 2009

Help

Emcee today was better than I expected...

That's the only good thing for today, the rest of today was crap...increasingly stressful...

Give me strength...

Nov. 17th, 2009

Truck load of work

Things I'm going to be busy with for the next few days:
1)Emcee for my division's dinner/lunch
2)10km run (This Saturday)
3)Presentations
4)WORK
5)Rest...NOT...

GG.

Nov. 13th, 2009

Keep on running, don't stop

Gonna have a hardcore exercise regime coz my senior signed me up for some 10km run...Die....Haven't run for a month...ohh booyy..

Nov. 10th, 2009

2012

Aside from my hectic life now, I want to watch the movie: 2012. The special effects look cool and the storyline ain't that bad. Haha. Guess there are no other better movies to watch around this period. Scully after you watched the movie, you become superstitious about the future..lol..

Nov. 8th, 2009

To everyone

Time pass really slowly when I'm busy at work and adjusting to the schedule :/ Stay optimistic, stay optimistic, stay optimistic...I kinda miss training days in bmt and oct...hmmm, let's not brood about it now...Anyway, a shout out to all my juniors taking their A lvls, friends taking uni exams and my squadmates reporting to their new divisions: Good luck and all the best!!!

P.S: CHRISTMAS is approaching......can hear the jingle bells ringing.....woots!

Nov. 5th, 2009

Work

I just came back from a very long, grueling and information-overload day of work.....Haiz...feel so stressed out...i dunno what to do...

It's just not my day...not my day at all...didn't expect all that....suck thumb...

Where is that when I need that...

Nov. 4th, 2009

End of slacking

Going to start work at my new division tmrw...at least I got something to do...lol....I keeping thinking of the song: If today was your last day...It's the theme song for the video montage for the OCTs during the Graduation dinner last week...The lyrics were really meaningful, check that out...

Everyone seems so busy..zzz...

Nov. 2nd, 2009

What's next

It seems so weird that I don't need to book in to camp ANYMORE...lol....Now just gg to be rotting at home for the next few days before I report for work at the division I got posted to...ZZZ...Can't hang out coz girls got uni exams and guys are in camp...

Oct. 30th, 2009

Commissioned and now it's hard to say farewell

Ytd was the best day (besides on the day of ORD) of my ns life. Together with my squadmates, we finally commissioned at HTA. However, it didn't go well at the start coz it was raining super heavily. Thankfully, the rain died down and the parade commenced. In the midst of taking photos and enjoying our new burst of life as senior officers, we all couldn't help, but reminisce about our past 7 months as OCTs. 

I really didn't know what to expect from my course right at the start. I thought it was just going to be a grueling course that will force me to exert myself to the max. And my mentality was to just 'chiong' the whole trainings and endure whatever was thrown at me. However, it was the forging of friendships that made me think about what I have been missing since JC. It was my squad 2 that showed me time after time that unity helps build bridges over troubled waters. 

After 7 months working hard together with the squad, it reminded me of the different groups of people that made an impact on my life such as the 31st Students' Council, the most bonded Games Comm from SCIP and my class CG12/07. Different groups with one common name: Friends. The 50th batch of OCTs really was a fun and mischievous bunch of people. They taught me the brighter side of ns. 

Today we had to book in to clear our bunks and return our uniforms we used for parade and dinner. Before we left HTA, we were all having mixed feelings. Happy coz we do not need to stay there anymore and go through anymore trainings. Sad coz we will no longer be seeing everyone together. All of us going our separate ways to different divisions. After 7 months training together, I guess it's normal to feel that way. I hate this kind of feeling. Like you are beginning to know your friends and getting used to their characters and stuffs then suddenly it's time to leave. It's the same feeling as I have felt for the 31st sc, games comm and cg12/07.
 
Someone told me this: Acquaintances are many, but true friends are hard to come by. This really is true. Are everyone I meet going to be really true friends? Overtime, ppl tend to drift apart. I often say this: Ppl just come and go, but true friends stick together till the very end. So who are we going to be in the future. Friends or acquaintances? I thought of another phrase: Acquaintances say hi and bye, but friends say how are you doing....

Right now, I just wish there was more time for all of us (50th batch) to get to know one another well. But I'm glad I got to know each and every single one of you. No joke. Thank you 50th batch. Thank you squad 2: Aaron, Junyu, Kim Lung, Firdaus (magician), Ghafar, Mark, Elijah, Feng Shou, Freddie, Fadhly, Fai, John, Wong Li, Dinesh, Murphy, Mohandass, Brian, Ranjan, Nazri, Ian, Fendi, Ryan, Fifi, Mao Sheng, Kenneth, Dishi and Timothy James for being a great company and crazy pple to hang out with. Furthermore, thank you guys for enduring my lame jokes for the past few months. HAHA. But hey, the jokes really distress you all right? hahah... To the 50th batch, I salute you all with pride!

Keep in touch alright? Until then, have fun and all the best in your respective divisions. See you when I see you....take care!!




We shouldn't say goodbye coz it's merely farewell. Till we meet again Squad 2...



Oct. 26th, 2009

Final steps

 Whoa whoa, check it out...it's 3 more days till we finally finish our officer cadet training.....I just came back from a farewell dinner specially planned by our juniors...The video montage certainly brought back interesting memories...hahaha...especially the funny moments during our training...Shall elaborate a lot more on the day I finally commission...for now, I'll take some time to enjoy my final moments as a trainee and work hard for the parade rehearsals...Make it or break it....

P.S: XT, cheer up=) Exams really make pple feel super crap...Take heart ya, rmb what u really want and continue to work hard for what u believe in...it takes a small step to begin the greatest journey in your life..and rmb u r not alone in this, u have friends to support ya=) Btw, we shld meet up soon ya..lol

Oct. 19th, 2009

Summary

 As my juniors get letters pertaining to ns...i couldnt help, but think about some random thoughts:

Ever since I went to bmt, i pushed myself both physically and mentally. All becoz I want to get into OCS. And when I got there, my aim was to go through without ooc. At the end of the day, why on earth am I doing all these? Who am I proving to? Sometimes I grow tired of what's happening to me. Why am I in this path after A lvls? To guide others? To show ppl that I can be better as a leader (sthg along that line)? Or to learn from my past mistakes and make things right (like seeking redemption)? Even when I'm in ns, my social life certainly was a rollercoaster ride. Some ppl grew distant, while I began to knw others better than before like Lorr, KY, XT etc. Strange occurence(s) which i will not elaborate here happened to me. To put it simply, I must be on my guard. I'm quite anxious to see what's to come after I commission. Whether good or bad, I learnt the hard way which is to go with the flow.

Somehow I'm glad I didnt pursue 'it' or else I wld have regretted it

10 more days...law and staff work exams tmrw and the next day:( 



Oct. 17th, 2009

Question

 When you said those two words, did you really mean it? I don't want to play second-fiddle....not anymore...

Almost there

Booked out early today/ytd.....feels super good and glad that the Grand parade is fast approaching...hahaha, I rmb 7 months ago together with my squadmates, we dreaded how long it was going to be before we could commission...Finally in just 12 days from now.....

I hope I got the post I want...wishing hard...The thought of no longer being a cadet is great....Can't wait...This weekend is going to be packed for me...going to meet up with lorraine later on, study for last 2 exams and get ready to book in (anti-climax here)....Surprisingly enjoying my experience in ns, never thought I would have said it..haha...

Best to stay cautious for awhile

Oct. 10th, 2009

Countdown begins

Ahh, finally...the countdown to my grand parade is 19 DAYS!!!!!! Time flies...wooots!!

Some things should be left unsaid if not the other may get lost from you. But my heart says otherwise.

 

Sep. 21st, 2009

Back in camp

So here I am back in camp sitting in my bunk typing this post......Super monotonous.....haha...anyway, my juniors are coming tmrw! Gonna be a bit weird coz they will be older than the octs here...and they have to call us seniors..lol...

Hope to catch up with more friends next week and the week after =)

Crap...this wasnt supposed to happen...now what i had is definitely gone...who knew that phrase would be true

Sep. 20th, 2009

Smiles

It was a good day today/ytd:) Actually, I planned to meet xueting and lorr since last week...however, somethings cropped up coz lorr got sthg on...so i went for a mini SYC(sunburst youth camp) gathering to celebrate Gen's belated birthday...hahaha, it's been sooo long since i met them....i could still remember lorr and i going for countless meetings with the pple from various JCs and polytechnics to put up exhibitions during the camp...haha, good times...

Anyway when I stepped out of Dobhy ghaut mrt stat, Gen got a shocked when she saw me...hahaha!! She really looked surprised at how different i looked (same as the rest of the syc pple) and the fact that i was the special guest for the mini gathering...hahaha...Then later on...finally got to see xueting:)) hahaha...finally huh? hahaha...Really glad to see xueting, Gen, Jason, Zhi Zhan, Sunny, Belinda and Amirul today..Damn funny to see Gen standing on the chair and held a sparkler while the staff at Fish n Co sang some creative song. After that the entire pple there sang happy birthday to her...hahah...Hope to see y'all again soon ya?

Xueting, too bad Lorr had sthg on....But we'll see each other real soon k:D This I promise ya:)) OH, treat ya lunch soon:p haahahah...insist (100000000000000 times)...hahaha!! Study hard and all the best for your exams:))

Happy belated birthday Gen!!

Sep. 16th, 2009

Ahead

Wooo...passed my exam! 2 more to go....Looks like everyone i know is having exams...Good luck to everyone =)

Juniors coming soon...uh oh..haha...all the best to them too...that means------> 1 more month to commission!!!! Seriously can't wait man...hahaha....

This is going to be a very short post coz nothing else happened so far.... siannnn....

Sep. 14th, 2009

argh

Tmrw is my exam!! ZZZ...hope can pull through....I don't know why, but this month and the next month is going to be super-jam-packed!!! Damn tiring...

My big day is coming soon!!! Not marriage Eli -.- hahaha....Commissioning parade =))) After months of training, it has come down to this...The Day...

Looking forward to it....

 

Can't you see
 

Sep. 6th, 2009

Mugger

Spent my weekend mugging for my law exams :/  .....and prepared my presentation slides for some lecture when I get back in camp...this week is going to be super mentally tiring...

At least today I got to meet up with Felicia...Jiayou with your internship ya:) and thanks for 'enduring' my lame jokes...hahaha!!! More to come I can be certain bout that =p

Xueting! Meet up soon? :)

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